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Interviews with Sihem Bensedrine

Interviewed November 26, 2024

It was for me the threat put on my children is the thing I suffered the most. Because you are supposed, as an adult, to protect your children. And I and my husband were not able to do it. Fortunately, we have a big family. The family are very, very supportive. And sometimes, I didn´t have something to give them to eat. It was until this– this limit.

And my family and the family of my husband took my children and bring them and give them something to eat. Because we are prevented to have– during, as I told you, six year, no single income for my husband and for me. And nobody has the right to support us. Because they are punished. People– when we cross people on the street, they are afraid to say hello. Because if they say it, because we were surrounded on a daily basis, with a staff of policemen. And these policemen are not mainly for us. Because once, you are afraid, second time, a bit. Third time, you are used to see them. And your fear disappears.

But they were staying around us, in front of our house, in front of any place we go. And they are following us in a visible way. They are not hidden. And the aim the goal was to put us in quarantine. Anybody who can say hello, we will persecute him, he will be put in custody. They will beat him or her, until they understood– they understand we never have to say hello to such people.

And you are out of the society, out of the normal life. You are in quarantine. And for my children, it was very, very hard. Because you know, if you are a boy of 14 years or at the time, the second was ten years. And my girl was six, I guess. I don´t remember exactly.

And you are prevented to have friends. Your friends, when they come at home, their parents are beaten. They are persecuted because they are collaborating with a bad family. And then, after some years– after some months, not years, my children do not have any friend. And they are suffering from that. And they´re telling why we are not like the others. Why we are in such position?

And it´s a way to say you are not doing the right job to protect us. And that you do not have answer. You can´t say anything, because police are there. If you open the windows in the morning, you have the face of the policeman inside the window every day, every day. And they are, of course, they ring our phone when it is not cut at all. They are cutting our internet connection. They are preventing us to have any kind of communication with the others. Because they know what we are doing is collecting information, putting this information in an alert, and spreading out these alerts on the violation.

And we are not talking about us. We are talking about the other. Because what we suffered is something less than other opponents suffered from this regime. The Islamists were the main people who suffered from that. And they did something very, very bad. They rape their women. They harassed and persecuted children. They prevent some children to go to school. They are arresting in custody minors.

I think they are proud of Mommy and Papa. I think my children are proud of what we did because they know today that we contributed a little to this freedom we are benefitting from right now.